Conversations with My Soul.
Soul: Hey.
Human: *busy talking*
Soul: Heyyyy.
Human: *busy working*
Soul: HEY.
Human: *busy stressing*
Soul: HEY! PAY ATTENTION TO ME.
Human: Why do I feel so sad and overwhelmed lately? What’s wrong with me?
Soul: I need some TLC.
Human: I’m feeling so stressed I’m going to drink this wine and watch this reality show and fall asleep on the couch.
Soul: But. Please. Take a moment to stop and talk to me.
Human: I’m just too stressed. These decisions are too much for me I don’t know how to handle it.
Soul: I do.
Human: What is the right choice?! I don’t know what to do! I just need to focus on this mess at work.
Soul: Just ask me. I know what’s best for your life.
Human: I need a trip to Vegas or something.
Soul: How about just a few minutes with me? We could hang out just us.
Human: *reads article about meditation course*
Soul: HOLY CRAP YES PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE JUST TRY IT. Puhhhleeeeeze!
Human: I’m feeling drawn to this, but I don’t have the time. I can’t balance work and family AND a class.
Soul: I WILL throw a temper tantrum and you WON’T like it.
Human: I’m just feeling more and more depressed no matter what I do and how hard I try to do things right.
Soul: You don’t have to DO. You can just BE.
Human: *re-reads mediation article*
Soul: Yesssssss you waaaaaant thaaaat.
Human: I think I should do this. I don’t know what else to do at this point anyway.
Soul: I’m so excited! Let’s hang out! I have so much to tell you!
Human: I can’t believe I signed up for this course I feel so awkward. I know I’ll be terrible at meditating anyway.
Soul: *facepalm* The only way you fail at meditation is by not starting.
Human: Ok. So here I am. Me and myself. Now what.
Soul: Hi you. I know you. I’m so glad we’re here together. There are so many things I’ve wanted to say.
Human: I CAN’T CLEAR MY MIND I’m such a failure. Why do I even bother?
Soul: Oh my gosh. Seriously? You’re here! It’s ok if you get distracted! I’ll pull you back! And every time I do it’s a teeny little win. Good for you.
Human: I can do 5 minutes. I can do this.
Soul: YES. YOU. CAN. You’re doing it – you’re here. I wanted to tell you something really important.
Human: I know that the dishwasher will not be unloaded when I get home.
Soul: That’s great. Ok, so here’s what I wanted to tell you: You are enough.
Human: What was that thought? That was weird.
Soul: YOU ARE ENOUGH.
Human: …
Soul: YOU KNOW THE ANSWERS.
Human: I remember when I knew what I wanted.
Soul: YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU NEED.
Human: It’s still inside me. Those dreams.
Soul: YOU ARE CAPABLE.
Human: I think I got distracted by all the chaos and forgot where I was going.
Soul: YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO.
Human: I know what to do.
Soul: Let’s talk about that big issue.
Human: Did I send that e-mail earlier or just save it drafts!?
Soul: *gently pulls*
Human: I think really do know what I want to do.
Soul: YOU KNOW THE ANSWERS.
Human: It’s hard, but I know it’s right.
Soul: YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU NEED.
Human: This isn’t going to be easy but it will be better in the long run.
Soul: YOU ARE CAPABLE.
Human: I know I might be uncomfortable for a bit but I think it will be worth it.
Soul: YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO.
Human: I should do this more often.
Soul: Yes, please.
Human: I feel refreshed.
Soul: I feel connected.
Human: It feels good to do something good for me. Maybe I’ll go to bed a little earlier tonight, too.
Soul: I would love that so I can decompress a little.
Human: I can get through all of this.
Soul: YOU ARE ENOUGH.